So last year I was on a mission to be better and do more and get stuff done. I can say that for a little while there, I was going strong.
What happened?
Right after my last post, like literally a few hours after the post, I got a crushing phone call. The call I dreaded more than anything else…
My grandma, my best friend, my second mom…she was gone.
I knew she hadn’t been doing well, especially after grandpa passing, but I wasn’t ready for her to leave so soon after.
That literally broke me. I am still (almost a year and a half later) recovering and processing. So that’s what happened. That’s why my posts just…STOPPED.
I had so many things planned. Reviews, stories, photos…just so much. And it all just went to hell.
I have finally managed to pull myself out of this hole with the help of some amazing friends and family, and with the help of my therapist. I’m doing my best to take steps forward and do my best to get back on the road to being me.
That being said, I have made some HUGE changes in my life and I am excited to start sharing some of them here.
I revived my YouTube channel. I have been hard at work on a project with my band for our YouTube channel as well as planning upcoming shows, I began streaming on Twitch and hit affiliate within 2.5 weeks of starting, I have managed to find inspiration t get back into photography and potentially modeling…and there’s just so much more that I’m so proud of.
It has been a ridiculous year and a half since I wrote last, and I promise that this time I will do my best to stay consistent (considering I’m working on a million things right now).
Next post will go into more detail about the YouTube stuff and the band stuff and the Twitch stuff annnnd I’ll be posting some newer photos at some point too. For now, I just wanted to let everyone know I’m still here, just trying to put my pieces back together yet again.
Love you guys!
xx